WHAT CAN WE DO?

-Soumil Mukherjee, 1st year 


I don’t remember exactly when, but in the recent past, some two three days ago I was arguing  with my parents at the dinner table (as usual) while the newsreporters were going on with their  conquest of the neighbouring country for our honourable fascist tea seller. I don’t know the exact  point from where the argument exploded but thankfully they had finished their dinner and I was  very close to finishing so it didn’t lead to anyone storming off from the table. I remember  something quite clearly, someway though the argument when I realized I was failing because  they simply didn’t want to understand as they had passed long years as an adult and were simply  too old to hear of anything like “rebel”. I don’t blame them, this isn’t a stage to pass hate  comments on my parents, or as a matter of fact, on anyone belonging to the audience. My mom  asked, kintu ki korbo amra which transates to but what do we do? I screamed, remember! Just  remember all of this! My mom just smiled and said, osob kore kichu hoyna re (nothing comes by  doing that) while my father stormed off saying something else which my mind definitely didn’t  care enough to remember. 

But that’s true, very true actually. What CAN we do? 

I see people protesting, writing long paragraphs in social media, arguing with mindless people  and then simply sitting heartbroken, knowing that we’re existing in a god damn dystopian world  and there’s nothing to do. 

But well…there’s always something to do.

 

I have been teased for my optimism but people who have been around me for longer than a year  have actually praised me for it and some have even found it to be contagious. I too, was a member of the ki hobe esob kore party (what will come by doing all these) but then  art showed me the way. Organizations, banners, flags, protest march—all of it is fine, I’m not  saying anything at all, but rebellions survive through art…through ideas. What are we but a  small soul trapped in flesh and bones? We were all having fun playing with our toys and then  suddenly, one random summer day the thought struck us: what will happen if I die? With teary  eyes I looked around, searched through the deepest corners of my mind and something else  struck me. What if my parents die? W-What if my friends die? I cried some more and then start  playing again (I think). Now, death seems like an old friend. It’s a necessary part of the  journey—this ending. Death is meaningless but we often ascribe meaning to it. Socio-cultural  and religious norms force us to come together when someone close to us passes away. Everyone  seems to care a bit more in those days before going back to the same critical stance about every  god damn living being on this planet (na ora erom korbe keno/ no, why should they do that).  That’s fine. That’s just another chapter in the book, the last one… 

But well, books live on. Earlier people used to copy it now there’s print media. Ideas live on.  Books are the most successful vehicle for that. 

Not only books. 

Movies too. 

True, movies have degraded over the years and now like everything it too is a corporate product  to be produced for consumers to consume. That’s all. Everyone should understand everything as  everyone wants to understand. That’s all cinema is now. Escapism, a dose of thrill, excitement  and all that bullshit.

But well art blooms in the shittiest of places. 

Star Wars. 

Yes, yes, I hear you…ever since Disney got the rights to this particular product they’ve been  churning out some of the bullshit-est content in the whole universe. Yet still, art finds a way to  find you exactly when you need it

The world burns, the world has been burning for years. Not one single god damn political party  will voice the concern of the impeding doom in the form of ecological massacre. We’ll still  scream about race, caste and gender and while students are writing essays on those same topics  in bengali or english exams, the whole country will be flooded or struck by some natural disaster  of a dimension never seen before (forgive me for not using “god forbid” before every single  sentence because I believe god truly has forsaken us). Then too we’ll scream upon another  country and play juddho-juddho (war-war) and kill some people in a poetic way, strike up wars,  involve big names and stuff and scream na na ebar juddho chai (no, no war is the only way  now). 

So, yes…what to do? 

The answer, unfortunately, will sound like it’s coming from an aantel (a derogatory word for  intellectual) but well, people speak too much these days and think too little so what can I do but  just bear that ugly tag with me and still try to feed some sense into the walking zombies  screaming around me. 

So before I give my intellectual answer, let me tell you a story (I bet people are screaming the  word aantel even more now). 

The story is of a rebel named Andor.

He’s not the hero, not by the definition of it and his story isn’t cineamtic at all. He doesn’t fly  spaceship and blast through fascist spaceships, steal information from the imperial government  in a thriller, have a love affair and then enlist in the army and die holding the photo of his  beloved—NO. 

He is a piece of the grand narrative, a small piece on which a monumental resistance stands  upon. He’s one of the many pieces which aren’t seen because well, they aren’t cinematic, they  aren’t cool, stylish, almost perfect. 

Cassian Andor is a rebel. 

He didn’t want to, not at all, but he saw everyone around him choking slowly under The Empire.  He stole…he was a scavenger, a master pilot…but then, he understood that he was loosing  everything for The Empire which wanted to colonize every inch of the galaxy in a well-thought,  planned way. The Empire is menacing, yet calm, cool and efficient. The bureaucracy works to  uphold its fascist regime and offer jobs at the same time. Trust The Empire. You’ll have all the  modern amenities, everything you ever wanted…but somethings won’t be there. You won’t  speak unless asked, you will do exactly what you’re told to. You’ll be exactly like the shiny  imperial droids, manufactured.  

Andor would have joined the long lines of kintu ami ki korbo (but what can I do?) but he doesn’t.  He doesn’t rebel alone and scream at the Empire like many people around me do. He doesn’t put  up posters against the Empire and give speeches where no one is listening to him. He waits, he  hears, he listens, he learns, he lurks. These are everything he learnt as a rebel. And why did he rebel? 

His mother died giving a monologue which will shake every single viewer’s heart (if they have  one) and force tears out of their eyes. I trust the audience and I hope you will actually invest your time in watching Andor rather than the saffron coloured massy movies so I won’t reveal the  whole monologue. But she says something like “they’ve been choking us for too  long…spreading like a dark shadow”—and the rebellion bursts…but more than that Andor  finally believes that he has to do something. So in a way, his mother too is nothing but a piece in  his story. What are we but pieces in each other’s story. We always want the big piece, that’s the  problem—so big that it can be recognized by a lot of people, But Andor doesn’t shape up to be  like that. He joins the rebellion as a spy for Luthen’s who draws in him by dropping deep quotes  like “wouldn’t you give it all for something meanngful?” Andor is a story of sacrifice—not the  heroic sacrifice about which poems can be written and songs sung but the necessary ones which  might go in dark but should be done nonetheless.  

In season one, the story ends with Andor saying, yes count me in. From season two, I’ll quote a  dialogue scene which can be seen from the trailer also: 

Andor 

Do you want to fight? Or do you want to win? 

Think about it. Everyone is fighting for something…but these rebels, they have given everything  up, so they don’t want anything but victory. Victory comes at a price…and victory comes late.  Luthern says, I burn my life for a sunsrise I know I’ll never see. Saw Guerrera says, We’ll all be  gone before The Republic is back.YES! THEY’RE ALL DOOMED! WE’RE ALL DOOMED!  Saw further continues in his ecstatic monologue in a very important episode in season two, Do  you think I’m mad? Well yes, I am. You can’t be sane in a rebellion. Look at us. Hunted. Alone. Exactly. 

But rebellions aren’t won by flashy posters, catchy phrases and slogans. 

Rebellions are won by patience. With hope.

A very important line in the story is Rebellions are built on hope

Hope is the ultimate religion over all: the sheer belief that things will get better, that things will  turn out good. Good luck? Nah, that doesn’t exist. We just want, we believe, we cry, we strive  until that is achieved and I will keep screaming all these optimistic shit until I’m down and  broken at thirty. 

So just believe…learn, listen, hear and lurk. Think. Think more. The fascist regimes aren’t just  meme templates. They’re calculating, they’re calm, they’re cool and they’re organized. The  rebellion can’t work like that but can certainly adapt the better parts of it. The government is a  popular lie (Dune universe) and once that popularity fades, the government falls. It’s a god damn  meme and you can just leave the haha react. 

Something doing nothing is also doing something.  

So that’s that. 

What CAN we do? 

Listen, hear, remember and pass it down. 

Yes it’s true the human brain will explode if you remember everything. There’s one character in  Miyazaki’s film How Do You Live? who is said to have gone mad after reading a lot and then  died. 

But well…we’re artists! We’re rebels! We are different from a lot of people that’s why we want a  lot of things which the government won’t let us have (ogulo abar keno chai etto kichu toh ache/ why do you need all that when you have all these). 

Long Live the Rebellion.

 


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